Tuesday, March 31, 2009
I miss my friends overseas quite a lot recently. Everytime I want to tell them things, it's so difficult to! Never mind, summer is coming. Yippee!
I do hope YOU could just vanish. Like. Please. Do.Other than that, life's been great. Oh, except for the fact that I've been stuck on this group report for so long, it's terrible of me (although a good but invalid excuse is that not all of my other group mates have finished their parts either haha). Reasons for being at a standstill: don't understand + distracted + need to read up more (and in fact a lot) to understand = STUCK.
Boohoo. Time to get back to work!
I think I haven't been working as hard as I wanted to this semester, but I should say the overall feeling is I did spend more time on studies than last semester. Maybe I'll get better at this as the semesters past. Hopefully I won't get the hang of it too late though, else it'll be graduation in no time. This brings me to the next point: as much as I like the summer holidays, I'm afraid it'll be too long for my own good. What if I can't get down to studying again once next semester starts? I don't want to replay last semester!
I need to upload photos....soon too.
It's funny how I blog so frequently this month. Weird urge. And it always comes when I have work to do. Strange.
Crave for Japanese food suddenly!
Random realisation that many families celebrate birthdays with big whole cakes, and mine doesn't already hahahaha!
Okay enough of random-ness. Till the next time!!
:) :) :)
Im happy @ {9:49 PM}
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
I got my thoughts sorted out, and realised it wasn't such a big matter after all as I made it out to be (to myself). I was just led away by someone's statement (which was pretty ridiculous come to think of it), felt that wave of guiltyness wash over me and then became confused for that matter.
I'll learn to use my own discernment in the future, and not lap in wholly what other people say and get affected in the process.. But of course, it's interesting to hear all sorts of views from everyone about everything :D
There surely ARE a lot of people that I suddenly miss right now. Please fly back soon people! And of course, I'm also very grateful for those that I have in Singapore now :) :)
I thought this statement by my friend rather true: everything's controlled by you. For example, when you think that you're emo, you start to listen to emo songs, and then become more emo, start listening to MORE emo songs, and get yourself MORE emo and the process goes on...
So... just be happy as much as you can! :) :) :)
It's been a loooong time since I exercised too. I'm putting on weight, not joking (someone agrees too boohoohoo lols, and in fact this was brought up by that someone not me!). But I'm getting fatter at the wrong place :( My poor tummy gets the limelight and honour of expansion haha... why are my arms still so skinny sadsadsad
Im happy @ {5:51 PM}
Sunday, March 22, 2009
I had a really really wonderful birthday this year. Thanks everyone for the personal wishes, facebook wishes, SMS-es, Jing Xuannie for coming down to my school to deliver Torto and spend time with me, Aspiration, long-distance call from Chang, pig char gen for the lemon square, Khor & Lydia (herume!) and my family of course :) :) :)
Thinking of my age makes me :( though haha! Never mind, I'm still young at heart :D *thanks thanks*
I'm getting quite sick from this confusion now... And that explains why I'm back here after such a looooong time. Everything's just there swirling in my head, and cannot be expressed in words. Especially here actually -.-"""
My heart, mind and mouth just cannot co-operate. How loser of me. And I just want to push everything until school is over. Can I...?
Anyhow, I had fun with small cell today :) Glad that we got to talk about more personal stuff, since we always only talk about church stuff in church (of course). Girls talk haha. I enjoy :P Got to learn and understand more about -the R word- today. and just thankful that we were frank and heard each other out :) And of course, our walk was interspersed with cam-whoring (all the failed and embarrassing jumpshots!) and much laughter <3
Time to start work!
Im happy @ {4:33 AM}
