Saturday, July 29, 2006
on a HAPPY note: i saw lydia vincent charlotte mingqiu yesterday! wow...so many non-rj dunmanians in a day. not bad how nice :)
also, i just saw the fireworks for NDP preview from my window. so pretty~
on a SAD note: i took out my pipa to practise for the welcoming ceremony for the jap people on monday and realised that one of my most impt pin3 is falling off! argh! i shall seek help from jingxuannn...heh. thus i cant practise now. hmmm how could my beloved pipa suffer?! =(
went to see a chinese doctor today regarding -something- and discovered bad things. she said i have _____ and thus will get fat easily as well as get diabetes easily. hence, her ever so nice advice was cut down on consumption of soya bean, beancurd, chocs and sweets. wahh!!! all my favourite! haha. sighs. ah wells nvm.
on an ANGRY note: its about YOU. i dont really want to think so much about it cos thinking about things that makes my blood boil is detrimental to my health (hehheh), but unfortunately i just somehow thought about everything yesterday whilst bathing thus i shall rant. you you you. oh my...there's so much to say. firstly, during ytd's meeting, you said i dont give a s*** about this project. fair enough. i know i'm not doing as much work as u are now. but think about it, its NOW only. pls think about all the things that i've done and what u've done ever since the proj started. u happily went to ____ the whole june hols whilst the rest of us including me slogged hard at the proj and sacrificed studying CTs time, going down to this place and that place plus making phone calls all over the shop etc. ok so i thought u would finally do your fair share when u return in july. but u didnt. u kept skipping meetings, saying u were busy and had sth on. i have at least one proof that u're actually free during our meeting times. and then after staying away from this proj for so long whilst the rest of us happily continued with all the work, u suddenly announced to want to be our leader. like huh?!?!? ok fine. so u became our new leader when the proj is more than halfway through and find out what was actually happening. just one wk into the proj & u keep complaining that u're stressed. then what about the rest of us who've been working on it for two mths? plus, u insisted to be the leader so face reality and accept the consequences pls. so now whilst the rest of the members are specialising in certain areas of the proj, i'm just doing the admin stuff which there's seriously nth much to do at this pt of time already and u come heading to me and say "i think u're very slack". THANKS. pls reflect on who's the slack one who only took up responsibilites one wk ago because u got the title of being the LEADER. plus, i think its wrong to care abt the proj only when u're the leader. if everyone's like that, only one person will be working for every proj in every group--the leader. when i heard ur comment, i had so much to say in your face but didnt do so cos there's so little time left before our big event and i dont want to waste time arguing with u over petty stuff like who did more so i just said "but i did so much already". then u said "so u can slack now already ah". me: "...." guess what. i really wanted to say a big fat "YES" since its you. the worse part is, ur accusation of me being slack is ur own interpretation of my words. when u said we had to do sch booth sales nxt wk, i just merely informed u that i was scheduled to man jap booth also. and u ownself interpreted me as "i have to man jap booth so no time for manning our stall dont disturb me". my aim for informing u is just the basics of informing the leader of my schedule so that either u know when to schedule me or u can just ask me to quit going to man jap booth. i'm fine with it. another thing is when we wanted volunteers, i just said "MAYBE i can get my friends from other schools". and when i can only get a few non-rj volunteers up to date, u're there emphasising "where's your frens where's your frens?". u know how irritating that is plus i didnt promise anything. i said maybe. MAYBE. and that brings me to that point of how many countless empty promises u've made in the course of the proj. why not question urself about the promises u've made but failed to carry out instead of questioning me about things which i've never even made promises to?
that's a long complaint. i shall stop.
cool down...
warm down...
yeah =)
Im happy @ {5:48 AM}
